Hi. I'm writing this to you because I have to tell somebody. I cant keep this inside anymore, its making me go insane. Ill start from the beginning

When I first got Skype, I didn't think much of it. It was just a way to talk to my friends without the teachers spying on us (they spy on our emails). I made an effort when I met you and others to become friends with them, and soon we were friends, great friends.

Then I felt myself grow especially close to one of them. But he had a girlfriend, so I tried to lose interest in him. That didn't work, so when I found out he broke up with his gf, I was kinda glad. We did start going out, and I was so happy during those days. But alas, I was insecure and sorta selfish and I broke up with him, but I still loved him.

I tried to forget about him and even tried falling for another. Yeah, I did fall in love with the other, but it was not to be. From then, I made sure never to get that close to anyone, so that, no matter what, they couldn't hurt me, and I couldn't hurt them. 

Along with that, there's been bullying and teasing. So next time I get all moody, don't judge me too quickly.

I'm trying my best.