I need time to distress, I need time to stop and take a breather. I almost feel like ditching school just to finally get some me time. But then Of course I have no money or food so I would have to go home and get in trouble. Hence, restarting everything. I just don't know what to do anymore. Coping with it is obviously not working. Not many people notice, or care.
And then when you tell them, they call you an attention/sympathy whore...
That's the worst part right there...Your hurt and hurt and hurt and say nothing. You say something? More hurt
And then afterwards they're all like: I'm sorry. And I'm like: no your fucking not. You always fucking do this to me. When they're sad, when they're depressed, you dont call them names, call them sympathy whores, so why do you do that to me? Do you despise me that much? Do you hate me so much that you have to bully and abuse me and be a completely douche-bag? But no, now I'm being a bitch for telling you how I see things. Well you know what? You dont deserve to be my friend. Heck, you dont deserve to be anyone's friend. You know why? Because you're a two faced, back stabbing, self-obsessed, lying son of a bitch that cant see that everyone fucking hates your bloody guts because really, you dont give a shit about anyone but yourself.
It's not just some people that are corrupt. It's the world, with the exception of a few people like us, who still know what should be nice and should be asshole behavior
